These two popular, or folk, songs have a
“mythic" feel, perhaps because they connect what is inside us,
elements of our own psyche, with individual experiences, and the
experience of many others irrespective of time or place. They feel
like myths, the dreams of the human race. The outer reflects the
inner symbolically as in dream imagery and myth. They are also
Romantic, in the best sense of that word, as in looking back from
where we come, being thankful in the present, and made whole for the
future.
The Furey family, who sing them, are
Irish and both songs are usually considered to be Irish, although
“I'll Take You Home Again Kathleen” was actually written by
Thomas Westendorf, 1875, in Plainfield, Illinois, for his wife from
Ogdensburg, New York. I've listened to many others sing these two
songs, but none do them as well as the Fureys, in my opinion. It
seems to have something to do with their sincerity.
If you have some further idea of why
these two magnificent songs have such resonance, please leave a
comment.
A Scottish nurse who survived the
sinking of the Lusitania said in a filmed interview, which I saw
many years ago, that what was in her mind when she realized that the
ship was sinking was that now the oranges on her dresser would roll
over to her roommate's side of the room.
She laughed as she said it and then
said “That's what I was thinking about.”
That interview struck me strongly at
the time and I've often remembered it over the years. Her humor in
retrospect of horror, her candor about her concern over the oranges
rolling to her roommate's side of the room, and her laughter, formed
a sort of archetypal image that still gives me delight to this day.
My astonishment is not abating from
re-reading books now in my old age that I read when I was young. I am
able to see so much more in them now and there is a feeling that they
are true and faithful friends.
My recent re-reading of Betty Eadie's
account of her near-death experience is a case in point. I actually
feel stunned by reading it now, there is so much magnificence there
that I did not see before.
Pim van Lommel mentions in his book on
NDE's that the experience deepens over a long time for the people who
have them:
As mentioned
earlier, the process of integrating and accepting an NDE may take
many years because of its profound impact on people's values and
outlook on life. Finally, the lifelong transformational effects of an
experience that lasts only a few minutes was a striking and
unexpected finding.
Perhaps there is some way in which it
helps to die, as it were, to so much that is important to us and to
experience how upside down and illusionary and shallow things are
which we and the world hold dear. Then we can let the truth be.
Van Pimmel relates the following
incident:
Research has
also shown that most patients remain silent about their near-death
experience because nobody believes them when they first try to talk
about it. This was confirmed during and NDE conference at an American
university hospital in 1994 attended by some three hundred people.
After a few presentations, a man got up and said, “I've worked as a
cardiologist for twenty-five years now, and I've never come across
such absurd stories in my practice. I think this is all complete
nonsense; I don't believe a word of it.” Whereupon another man
stood up and said, “I'm one of your patients. A couple years ago I
had a cardiac arrest and had an NDE, and you are the last person I
would ever tell.”
One of the things I am getting from
this is a vision of the possibility that we will eventually be able
to see that many of the glimpses we have had that seemed fantastic or
impossible, magnificences that we haven't dared believe, we may see
clearly one day to be true.
There is a section near the end of
Charles Ferguson's new book, Predator Nation, that rang a lot of bells for me. The
section is entitled “The Ultimate Insult: The Financial Penalty for
Being Decent.”
Ferguson's main theme in the book is
the perpetration of financial crime by high-income, high-education
people in the US and in this chapter he is speaking of a certain consequent damage this has done which is rarely discussed, at
least in public. He says of decent people:
Often they
go along with the system, but they hate themselves for it. They play
the game to survive and feed their families, but they and society
suffer for it. In America, the issue is rarely mentioned in public or
in the media, but in my personal experience it is increasingly
discussed in private conversation.
I have a lot of feel for what Ferguson
is talking about here and it deserves far deeper and more
extensive treatment than he gives it.
Just seeing someone mention it in a
mainstream book was a bit shocking as well as heartening to me. In
fact, just seeing anyone even mention the problem was
shocking and heartening. A fundamental issue is involved and I have
just assumed that people have read Thoreau ("You must get your living by loving") and so many other authors
who have earnestly recognized it and struggled with the serious,
primary reality of it.
My very first take on this “Ultimate
Insult” section of the book was that “insult” is the very least
part of it, if a part of it at all, although there is probably more
to that than I have realized. But the damage it does to
youth who are loving and trusting and decent and hopeful seems a far
greater horror than any “insult.” It's amazing to me that people can bring children into the world, to have babies, in view of
the horror of the situation. “How can I bring a child into such a
world?”
And it's not just that “the worst
people have risen to the top” and exploited the “decent:” they
want to destroy the “decent,” too. There is a positive animus
against the existence of the poor and decent.
Isaiah comes to mind now, Mother Julian
of Norwich, and there are many others who have seen through it all
and glimpsed the Promised Land. I suppose it is the problem of Job
and the problem of theodicy, way way beyond me, and yet somehow just
speaking of it with you feels like it has a clue to the solution!
The first time I heard of Noam Chomsky
was over forty-five years ago, during the Viet-Nam war, when he wrote
articles in the New York Review of Books and other places that were
courageous, informed and undeceived. His writings helped me to break
through the insanity of those times.
But some of his writings in the
subsequent years were difficult for me. I just didn't have the depth
of understanding of linguistics to evaluate his contributions to that
field nor the background reading in history to evaluate his
socio-cultural critiques. He says things such as that the 1990's were
probably the lowest point in the intellectual history of the world. I now think he is probably right in saying that, and in the other things he
says, but it certainly took a lot of background preparation to get
excited about such statements and have them ring true to me.
Here is just one video of many of
Chomsky speaking that are available on YouTube. It rings true to me
in every detail, and the detail about the people who have impressed
him the most goes right to my soul.
That old question of what happens
to us after we die is pretty much always on my mind, especially as I
get closer to the hour of my death. Most of my acquaintances seem to
dismiss the question, however, saying that we have no evidence one
way or the other and, further, it's useless even to spend time and
effort on the question.
I suppose that one of the most complex
and influential statements of their position was the work of Immanuel
Kant, who even wrote a book (Dreams of a Spirit Seer)
early in his career against Emmanuel Swedenborg. The whole search
is impossible and unnecessary, is the position.
And I suppose the simplest statement of
the dismissal is “No one has ever come back from the dead so we
will never know.”
The trouble with the dismissal of the
question is that it contradicts the direct, first-hand experiences of
many people who do come back from the dead, of people who have
“Near-Death-Experiences” as well as the experiences of people
like Swedenborg who visit with the dead.
The book is comprehensive and I think
van Lommel's main conclusion is irrefutable. But I personally enjoyed
and placed more weight in a much “simpler” book, written in a
completely “non-scientific” way by a father about the death
experience of his child. That book is Heaven Is for Real: A Little Boy's Astounding Story of His Trip to Heaven and Back.
My first reaction to browsing the book
in a bookstore was sceptical and I didn't buy it. But what I did read stuck in my mind so I went back a month later and bought it.
It just rings true to me and is a lot more fun to read than van
Lommel's book. I think both are excellent books but I think that the
one which I will read a second or even third time will be the little
boy's book.
One of my friends worked for most of his life in his family-owned funeral home business and says that you have all kinds of experiences in that business that tell you of there being life after death.
I
remember walking with my mother in her old age in New Hampshire,
walking out to her clothesline with a basketful of freshly-washed
laundry, and she saying "Hanging laundry out to dry in the fresh
breeze is one of life's great pleasures." I am sure that she always thought as she hung out the laundry, of my
father's building that clothes line for her many years ago.
The
symbolism of washing one's clothes and letting the fresh air blow
through them causes many reverberations in my soul.
Doing
the mowing around my parents' place in New Hampshire was one of
life's great pleasures for me. Mowing carries a great symbolism, too:
of death and life and maintenance and renewal. The symbolism and
scents and sounds and sights combine with the sheer facticity of the
labor and the everlasting truth of Robert Frost's line, in one of his poems about mowing, that goes "The fact is the sweetest dream
that labor knows." Then there is the subtle but substantial sociality of it that he brings out in the sequel poem, "The Tuft of Flowers."
And
that was my long scythe whispering to the ground.
What
was it it whispered? I knew not well myself;
Perhaps
it was something about the heat of the sun,
Something,
perhaps, about the lack of sound—
And
that was why it whispered and did not speak.
It
was no dream of the gift of idle hours,
Or
easy gold at the hand of fay or elf:
Anything
more than the truth would have seemed too weak
To
the earnest love that laid the swale in rows,
Not
without feeble-pointed spikes of flowers
(Pale
orchises), and scared a bright green snake.
The
fact is the sweetest dream that labor knows.
My
long scythe whispered and left the hay to make.
My father, who had a lot of New Hampshire in him, once visited Frost's classic farm in Derry with me and said of it, "I may not understand Beethoven but I understand this."