“What is to be
done?” seems to have been the revolutionary question in Russia.
Lenin wrote about it after Nikolay
Chernyshevsky, who wrote about it in response to Turgenev's Fathers and Sons. I remember reading in Sun Yat-Sen how he
realized that it was the most important, long, time-consuming question for China.
I find it to be my
own most frequent, even constant, everyday-life question. “What is
to be done?”
The answer certainly
isn't the common, selfish, “my will be done,” and its not easy to
say “Thy will be done,” since we are often not certain what Thy
will is. I remember going through a period, in my thirties, when I
felt, “OK, Lord, just tell me what to do and I'll do it,” and of
course no answer came - The Lord didn't do what I told him! Ouch.
I think the first
time I really encountered the question in a big way was in the local
community in which I grew up in Massachusetts, not far from Walden
Pond where Thoreau wrote so beautifully about it. The answer certainly
wasn't even one of the things that everyone around me thought was
important, like sports or respectability or money or fame, as Thoreau
catches so eloquently in the first pages of the book:
I would fain say something, not so much concerning the Chinese and
Sandwich Islanders as you who read these pages, who are said to live
in New England; something about your condition, especially your outward
condition or circumstances in this world, in this town, what it is,
whether it is necessary that it be as bad as it is, whether it cannot
be improved as well as not. I have travelled a good deal in Concord;
and everywhere, in shops, and offices, and fields, the inhabitants have
appeared to me to be doing penance in a thousand remarkable ways. What
I have heard of Bramins sitting exposed to four fires and looking in the
face of the sun; or hanging suspended, with their heads downward, over
flames; or looking at the heavens over their shoulders "until it becomes
impossible for them to resume their natural position, while from the
twist of the neck nothing but liquids can pass into the stomach"; or
dwelling, chained for life, at the foot of a tree; or measuring with
their bodies, like caterpillars, the breadth of vast empires; or
standing on one leg on the tops of pillars--even these forms of
conscious penance are hardly more incredible and astonishing than
the scenes which I daily witness. The twelve labors of Hercules were
trifling in comparison with those which my neighbors have undertaken;
for they were only twelve, and had an end; but I could never see that
these men slew or captured any monster or finished any labor. They have
no friend Iolaus to burn with a hot iron the root of the hydra's head,
but as soon as one head is crushed, two spring up.
But it is not
possible to find the answer just by “going to the woods.” One has to
go out into the booming, buzzing world of life affairs
in order to understand self and Other, as Thoreau actually did, too.
I am certain that
any child or youth who seriously asks the question, “What is to be
done?” is going to be called “lazy” because it is so
complicated and difficult that it takes a long time. His or her
parents would feel relieved if only their lazy child “would get all
this searching out of their system,” settle down, and get on with
career and the stable life.
The idea used to be,
and still may be, that a young person of eighteen years of age could
somehow know enough about self and Other to stop searching and to
choose a path, a career, to be followed all the days of one's life.
Then there are
commitments such as pleasing parents, or supporting a family, and busy-busy-busy activity
which hides, or evades, or renders moot, the original question.
It's a wonder that
the most basic question ever gets seriously asked, if at all.
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