Emily Dickinson (2)

There are two passages from Emily Dickinson's letters that I share with you this cold, rainy December morning. She wrote these two letters to her sister-in-law and best friend, Susan Gilbert Dickinson, on the occasion of the death by typhoid fever of Susan's eight-year-old son, Gilbert Dickinson. Gilbert lived next door and was a favorite of Emily.

Gilbert Dickinson

She sat with Gilbert at the time of his death, and wrote of his words:

"Open the Door, open the Door, they are waiting for me," was Gilbert's sweet command in delirium. Who are waiting for him, all we possess we would give to know - Anguish, at last opened it, and he ran to the little Grave at his Grandparents' feet - All this and more, though is there more? More than Love and Death? Then tell me it's name!

And then there is this:

Dear Sue -
The Vision of Immortal Life has been fulfilled -
How simply at the last the Fathom comes! The Passenger and not the Sea, we find surprises us-
Gilbert rejoiced in Secrets -
His Life was panting with them - With what menace of Light he cried "Dont tell, Aunt Emily"! Now my ascended Playmate must instruct me. Show us, prattling Preceptor, but the way to thee!
He knew no niggard moment - His Life was full of Boon - The Playthings of the Dervish were not so wild as his -
No crescent was this Creature - He traveled from the Full -
Such soar, but never set -
I see him in the Star, and meet his sweet velocity in everything that flies - His Life was like the Bugle, which winds itself away, his Elegy an echo - his Requiem ecstasy -
Dawn and Meridian in one.
Wherefore would he wait, wronged only of Night, which he left for us -
Without a speculation, our little Ajax spans the whole -

Pass to thy Rendezvous of Light,
Pangless except for us -
Who slowly ford the Mystery
Which thou hast leaped across!

I notice that Emily has a birthday coming up next week, on the tenth of December, which I will celebrate as my own.